Current.

While I was listening to Nas - 2nd Childhood, it hit me. This is the last year of the decade. As soon as we hit 2010, it's a new decade. New year + new decade = new start. Everyone and their mother says they're going to star anew for the new year. But few actually hold themselves to keeping whatever promises they said they were going to do. Example: when 2009 started, I decided that I would buy about...5 pairs of sneakers. Yet I can't save money for my life and therefore I only got a pair of Asics and a pair of boat shoes. It's whatever though. As of right now, my newness means that I need to change who I talk to, who I pay attention to, and who I let exist in my mind. I'm taking school way more seriously, but as for my social life, I keep falling into old ways that are unproductive for myself and for others that actually care about me. Therefore, change is a must. I also need to learn to become a better manager: of money, of time, and of resources. Yeah, that's pretty good.